Urv

Saturday, March 29, 2003:

Show tonight was good... yeah, better then last night. After the show I was all energetic and happy like and a few friends thought I was stoned. One asked me why, and after stopping long enough to wonder why, I lost that. I became... my old self. My confused self which had hidden itself for the last few hours returned... So I sprinted laps around the quad, then lay on the concrete outside the theater for a bit.... Never ask why if it can be avoided when a person is happy
Urv // 12:57 AM

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Thursday, March 27, 2003:

I'm going insane... Or something. My thoughts the last 4 days have been so weird.. likeI'm overthinking and underthinking at the same time. I'm confused and kinda scared because I can't understand my thoughts and such. and it kinda feels like last spring with some name changes and such but the basic feel.... The tones, mode and setting. I dunno. I really don't and I wish I could explain what I mean, but I can't because I honestly don't understand it myself. And the one or two people I am really talking to about this can attest to that.
Urv // 11:34 PM

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