Urv

Thursday, October 10, 2002:

ok.. am back... shower felt sooooo good. I wasn't smelly or anything, but after m band it doesn't feel right not to have a nice long shower.. and now have no mud on leg. BTW, Today is Tracy's 17th B-day.. So Happy Birthday to her... back to my stuff... On the drama forum there is a posting on finding three beautiful thing in your life everyday. Here is my list for today:
- The way the air felt this morning, cool with just a bit of an edge.. But the hedges blocked the wind so was comfortable without sweatshirt... Very refreshing feeling
- The way it felt wearing Dustins sweatshirt when laying down on the bench... felt almost like a comforting hug from a friend.. Something I would definitly have appriciated...
- When Brian stuck an "excellent" sticker on my forhead and told me I was an honorary member of pit...
Okay... felt like following Hannah's suggestion... am done for now

Urv // 8:13 PM

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Hmm.. before I tell you about my day am going to ramble for a bit. I have paint on my pants, mud on my legs, a sticker saying "excellent" on my head with a smily face, and bags under my eyes. With that in mind am okayish.... A bit mellow and shitty, but mellow shittyness is always better then not so mellow shittyness. Okay moving on to my day. Started with marching in the morning, first time I've been late for a morning rehersal this year.. So I sprinted my lap like a good girl.. Then we worked on drill. At the end of rehersal Craig gave us a speech on respect and it being a tradition for band, and how it ment a lot to him which is why he was back to help with it.. Then we got dismissed and I wandered off to Mehap stopping to chat with Erin on the way.. Then came into the classroom and hung out with Nick and Ferris until the bell rang, at which point I wandered accross the room to my seat.. Today we started some rough notes.. highlight of class was we started talking about if we could judge columbus as an evil man, and that lead to how to judge by time period, which lead to british, which lead to opium, which lead to drugs, which lead to medicine, which lead to amputaions and then.. the bell rang.. whew.. that was good. Because it was cold, I found Dustin and stole is sweatshirt to wear on top of mine, and then I was nice and cozy... Ahh, the joys of having friends who don't feel the cold.. If Dustin sees this, thanks... Then during forth I first colored the stickers for GSA (tomorrow is national coming out day), then checked e-mail in the tutorial center. Then I wandered over to a bench in the quad where I was laying down for most of the period. Then the security people started to chat reallly loadly so I got up from where I'd been trying to take a nap.. So I wandered aimlessly around campus, then aimlessly back to the library to hang out with friends. Then lunch started so I was off to give Kate the GSA stickers as well as head to the chem room to have lunch. Talked with Chris, Nick, Ferris, Brian and the Tices before heading off to the bio room and then to say hi to Radhika, David, Jessica and that whole crowd. Then the bell rang and I was off to bio to stay this time. In class we talked about Chordata, watched parts of a movie, saw a dead shark and other fish thingy, talked about frogs.. Class ended on the note of how frogs look after their eggs... and parts of the movie that looked like frog porno.. Then was off to english. We spent the entire time in class drawing our mandalas for our "sun side" and "shadow side" ThenI wandered from there to mband. Rehersal was okay. Got muddy when marching off the field for our run through cuz we marched through about a dozen mud puddles.. Also Kevin's mom dressed up as Chuck Mangione for us. Then after rehersal they gave us the sheets about Saturday.. Then I helped bring in the stuff before putting away my clarinet and such.. Also wandered around to get the pink sheet cuz I'd missed it. Then I was chatting with Erin, Courtney and Brian. Brian made me an honorary pit member and thus I have the sticker on my head saying "excellent". Then I wandered out to chat with David and get more calculator games.. Then my parents came and I came home. Now am blogging and chatting online with people. now off to shower and ridself of mud.. I think I'll stick my sticker on my bio binder first though. Ok off I go...
Urv // 7:11 PM

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Wednesday, October 09, 2002:

hi all... today was weird.. yesterday was a bad day.. today was too.. Note the word was.. as in past tense.. am a bit better due to dustin's trance music.. if he sees this, Thank you much... earlier at drama felt awkward and such and then at rehersal things were a bit better.. Partially cuz tiredness caught up with me making me relaxe a bit, and party cuz was using my leg as a stress ball and pounding it until I felt calm.. Then I continued to write the blocking and then after that I relaxed for a bit and lay on ashley's shoulder as I watched.. then after rehersal hung out for an hour before S+D, then had meeting which was okayish. Had student congress stuff along with normal break outs and such. btw.. happy b day to joe "loose" cannon... then came home.. and chatted online with people for a bit, and listened to the music which is cheering me up. Although now am heading in wrong direction cuz my dad just yelled at me for the mess in my room.. Sorry bout the fact that my whole life is a mess and I like my room to fit in with that too.. ARG.. oh well.. think calm thoughts.. Ending on a note from hannah "angels fly because they take themselves lightly"... ok conside that... hmm... relaxe.. breathe.... ok.. bye for now. And if I don't post tomorrow, Happy 17th b-day to tracy.
Urv // 11:01 PM

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Tuesday, October 08, 2002:

Ok... updates on life as I know it... On sunday night at Ragani's house I heard from Erica for the first time sinse she left cuz I was on AIM.. made me happy. although was hard to type cuz theur dog was having a tug of war with my left arm so was only using one hand... Moving on to monday... a good day. For some reason I woke up feeling happy. And it carried to the reat of the day...was really refreshing. In m band we got the stuff for a gift wrap fund raiser, so if you want any and aren't in m band, give me call... Was funny cuz before first while walking, Erin and I had a somewhat amusing convo on what makes us happy.. for her is lttle things like wrapping paper for me is the middle things cuz I miss little ones and big ones stress me out.. Math was okay, forthoffer made a lot of corney joke while we reviewed for our test. Then off to spainish where Senora Zilink entertained us by acting out the verbs for the chapter (laventarse, banarse ect...). Then in Mehap we reviewed for the test and talked about royal familys and how they all interbreed with each other... Navoro has too much fun with those sorts of things.. Then during my free period I relaxed because I'd already done my bio. At lunch I went to gsa where we didn't do much.. In bio we learnt about the three groups that worms are and such... In acting we continue our battle of the sexes charades... Then in english we pretty much goofed off and redid what we did on friday cuz a lot of people didn't do it. Then I went off to rehersal. They're doing good, I just wish we had a window seat to use for rehersals.. Cuz they need it. Then moving on to today... blah... erg... ugh.. moving on to specifics... I n m band this morning didn't have too much fun, and woke up feeling like shit. Then had the math test which I think I did okay on. In spainish we worked on a group assignment. In mehap we had our test. Then in the free period I gave Rebecca her wallet. (Our entire group of people with a free forth now has them.. (me, Natasha, Nicole, and Rebecca)) Then we goofed off for a bit before heading to the library to take online tests... According to theSpark, I am 12% bitch (in actuallity should be higher...) an am 91% pure (hmm... doubt that one too.. I'm a drama person...). Then at lunch hung out in the Cham room as always. In bio we looked at different groupings within Chordata. In acting we did the same thing as yesterday, and as I was leaving I saw hannah for all of a minute Then in english we took a practice PSAT... Moving on to the cause things got from ugh... to UGH.. ERG... ARG... After english I got myself ready for mband with a full four minuets to spare so I headed to the drama room to say hi and talk for two minutes before going off to the field. While I was there heading to say hi to hannah, Jaqci stops me to comment on the fact that in the IT annoncement earlier the "Squirrel Pride" was not cool and I shouldn't have done that. When I said huizing had been ok with it, she said he hadn't knowExcuse me.. I gave huizing the form.. he skipped both and comment on the word squirrely part of the second one.. So can't I assume he read the other too? after all each annoncement was under 20 words. Erg.. Anyways from the sound of it she, Scott, and Perky are annoyed about that. And that annoys me. I was picking up the lose ends, no one else would have done annoncements... So don't get mad if I don't do it the way you would have if you had.... Cuz you didn't.. Then had to leave for m band without getting to talk to anyone.. Then m band was being really annoyinh and Anna was talking and goofing off and not getting drill.. I don't mindif people do that as long as they're not affecting me.. but as she is next to me in the drill, it does effect me.. Erg.. and the section wouldn't shut up either....ERG.... When Eric and Astra were decieding who should help pit with equipmentI actually asked if they could make the clarinets do it because of the crap rehersal... which he did do, but what annoys me is the rest of my section brushed it off and did barly anny help... i on my own made nine trips to make up for their lack of responsibilily... ERG... Am frustrated there... so after I got home I went online for a bit and checked the forum.. the post from Adam made me happy along with the three things that make people happy lists.. Then I took a shower and returned to the computer.. Now my cousins just got over so am gonna have dinner then head off to bed.. maybe a good nights sleep will take care of my strsss.... snd tiredness.. hope so.. okay, dinner time.
Urv // 8:43 PM

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Sunday, October 06, 2002:

Today was okay.. I slept in the living room last night cuz some ants invaded my room, so after removing the food they were after I put some ant chalk to drive them out, and today the only ones I saw were dead.. yay. I woke up about 9-10ish when my parents were loudly talking in the kitchen... Volume control would be nice out here.. oh well. Then ate breakfast and read the comics.. After an online search I found the article about Eric that got our band in trouble cuz of the KGB thing.. To access a copy of it goto www.geocities.com/urvrandom/eric ... Isn't too much but I figured any band people would like to see it and the mercury news only lets you access articles less then a week old (so if you wanted to see it tomorrow you'd have to pay to look in their arcives) then added stuff to my site until geocities decieded to be assy and not let me leave the writing page. Then I went to foothill with my mom to pick up the last of my ceramics stuff, Note if you see this Brian: the gift I made for you was stolen... sorry. Then we went to the arts and wine festivle and looked around a bit before heading off to walgreens where I bought a gift for my senior buddy. Then came back home and watched part of Rush Hour with my sister. Then I made Natasha her wallet (I made one out of Duct tape last week and because she, rebecca, and Nicole saw and like they each get one as a B-day present... so Nicole already got hers, Natasha gets hers tomorrow and Rebecca has to wait for a while...). Then came here to goof off online.. Later I will be going over to the Shyam's house for dinner. Anyways I'm now gonna try editing my site again.. wish me luck!
Urv // 7:09 PM

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