Urv

Saturday, July 27, 2002:

Okay.. Urv is back. After I wrote this I went and watched Good Will Hunting before eating food. Yay fries! Then I watched Arsnic and Old Lace, then I worked on Bio for a bit, and drew a design as a possible sweatshit design for drama (This year I WILL turn in my designs.. yes there are multiple). Then more Bio, a freewrite, added a page to my site, cleaned the windshields of both sisters cars and my dads back window.. They had all gotten crusty, on my way in Shef was taking three bottles all the way downstairs and called me lazy for coming up after the work was done, while she left for I run however i watered all the plants, chopped onions for dinner, de-fatted the keema, and peeled potatoes so my dad would just have to mix and spice stuff for dinner... Wait, half hour of work vs two minuets... And I'M the lazy one? I think not, plus I woke up earlier then anyone in the house and while she was fast asleep I had time to bike ten miles, get a flat, walk a mile +, watch a movie, eat lunch and start watching anouther movie... Erg, annoyness. But I'll bet when school starts I'll miss her and her annoying tesing me and such... whatever. For now I'm happy to not be crying due to large onions, and to finally get the music to something other then 92.7... New Order... Yes, urv is getting a bit better now. To my invisable audiance I'd like you to know all the kitchen crap seems to be taking the place of my old minion work... Hmmm, I'd rather be a minion, but haven't seen Erica for a week and a half and she hasn't reponded to e-mails, and I haven't heard from Nelle sinse she left... So both masters are far from their minion who misses them. *Sigh* The song thats playing now is fairly depressing but its all good because I'm not depressed like last time I heard it over the 4th of july weekend. Anyways now I'm going to work on the design I started earlier, I uploaded onto the computer so I can clean up the lines of the sketch and remove the binder paper lines... (That took a lot of patiance which I don't really have if you couldn't tell). But off i go now. So long. E-mail: minion_power@hotmail.com or any other accont of mine, I check them all. But this blog I talked about minions so I felt it needed to be used. (Speaking of minions... my two minions from photo, Molly and Bettina I haven't seen in a while. Molly is at camp but Bettina was like the seniors and just fell off thworld and forgot a cell phone on the way down.. *Sigh* too many people do that... I wish they wouldn't)
Urv // 8:10 PM

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Okay... even though it is now 9:50, I already have stuff to say. First I woke up early, and at 8:00 I left for I bike ride. I went to school then down to springer to meadow lane to fordom to questa to miramonte down to berry (10 miles...) then my tire (which I got yesterday) went flat. (this was exactly at 9).. Erg only got 18 miles on it, last one I got 80... And not even a full day old... (so became a bit frustrated as you see) then walked the mile + a bit home in the next half hour + a little time to put bike away. Yes I know thats really slow, but I was dragging a bike and parts were uphill too. Then came inside got water and proceeded to blog after checking the forum + a few sites. Now it is 9:55 and I have no transportation, no plans (but my parents probably made some without telling me about them), I want to see people (I was intending to crash houses after 10 so people go get some sleep, but the tire is STUPID! ERG...) and I can't... Doesn't look too good as far as the rest of the day... so long for now.
Urv // 9:47 AM

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Okay... hi all. dinner was fun. We attempted to play trivial persuit but only got as far as each team got a brown wedge. It was only Shona and Aditi vs. Me and Ragini... Then later Adit, Ragini, Arjun, Rishi and I were hanging out talking, Rina was asleep for most of it because she was tired from allergies and such..We got home a bit past twelve and then I showered and such before turning attention to here. And now I think I will concentrate on my website... so night to all nonexistant viewers..
Urv // 2:05 AM

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Friday, July 26, 2002:

Okay hi all. Yesterday I finally went to get a book for MEHAP and I started my Bio H assignment. Then we had my cousins over for dinnner before I went out with Adam and his friends Beth and Sarah. We went first to see if Jessica was home (she went bowling), then to an ice cream place way far away, then to the swings at cuesta for a bit before I went home. Overall okay, but I'd rather hang out with people's I know not strangers who know my friends... So far today all I've done is finish reading my MEHAP book. Haven't even had breakfast, I just woke up and read in the living room. Later tonight Me and my family are going to SF to have dinner with some family friends. Other then that I'm just being bored and attempting to do my Bio... Which is evil and I hate!... People please e-mail! I'm bored out of my mind and most of you have fallen off the planet too!... Erg, I think I'm going to now go read the comics and find something to eat... Life is boring.................. 'kay enough periods I think. Oooo, one more. now two... now five... I'm a dork and I'll go now.
Urv // 2:50 PM

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Okay hi all. Yesterday I finally went to get a book for MEHAP and I started my Bio H assignment. Then we had my cousins over for dinnner before I went out with Adam and his friends Beth and Sarah. We went first to see if Jessica was home (she went bowling), then to an ice cream place way far away, then to the swings at cuesta for a bit before I went home. Overall okay, but I'd rather hang out with people's I know not strangers who know my friends... So far today all I've done is finish reading my MEHAP book. Haven't even had breakfast, I just woke up and read in the living room. Later tonight Me and my family are going to SF to have dinner with some family friends. Other then that I'm just being bored and attempting to do my Bio... Which is evil and I hate!... People please e-mail! I'm bored out of my mind and most of you have fallen off the planet too!... Erg, I think I'm going to now go read the comics and find something to eat... Life is boring.................. 'kay enough periods I think. Oooo, one more. now two... now five... I'm a dork an I'll go now.
Urv // 2:50 PM

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Thursday, July 25, 2002:

Okay, I did meet up with Adam and Jessica, we were going to go to a movie but we were late so instead we went to get ice cream at lapperts, then to the swings at Loyola, then we walked a bit before setling down on the playground, then we were going to drop me off, but took a scenic detour to go up dawson and stare at the view. The entire time we talking over out problems and starting midway through the walk til we were on Dawson, it was mainly about my problems and Adam did most of the talking. (If you believe I'm saying this in a negitive way, You're far from the truth). Its reallly nice, I feel a lot better, I got so many feelings out of my system and I think starting when Jessica started talking on Dawson I felt happy. real happy. Because I was with two close friends and what they had been saying I saw and relized in a way I could except it. While Adam and i were sitting on the bent ladder/slide shaped thing talking, I relized I wasn't alone in my problems and I saw him admit to a feeling which I have tried to mask when I felt it. And when I tried to talk about it I sterted to cry for the first time in two weeks, (Allthoug I've been close to it more recently). And then later when we were looking at the view I started feeling happy. While walking I had told them a quote i heard at the first stat qual tournement on the day of one acts, and when Jessica mentioned it again, I saw that despite many differences, we were all the same. And I was able to see something really different then... And now I'm happy. And now I think I'll go read my good book and listen to happy music instead of the downbeat depressed stuff I've been hearing for the last few months. I'm happy. At last, and damn, it feels good.
Urv // 12:01 AM

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Wednesday, July 24, 2002:

Okay.. Just went on a four mile walk with my Aunt and Mom.. Was okay although a bit slow. Took a scenic dsetour to see if Adam was free, some older lady answer and said he was asleep or in the shower (I just talked to Adam and he was on the phone with his room mate) After dinner Adam's going to try to arrange a get together, hopefully it will result in one... I have this need to see people other then family friends because otherwise I feel like I have no independance plus I miss them and there's less then three weeks til band camp. So I want to see peoples. Anyways the timer on the rice just went off so I'm going to eat dinner. NOTE: (very random...) My bike tire is officially screwed up and although there is no visable hole/punture and the valve was screwed on tightly it is completely flat... translation: no transportation other then Mom + Dad's taxi service... Erg, I wanted to bike earlier too! Off to dinner, CYas later... (as said by Scott)
Urv // 7:26 PM

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Okay... Yesterday after I posted I went to the library to get a book for MEHAP, they had none of the books I was intrested in, so am going to a book store. Then went to dinner with some family friends. Then home. While I was at the library I finally got the book Mosty Harmless, so far is good but weird, like all books in the series. Will sometime get a quote page just for Douglas Adams stuff. Today ceramics was okay, worked on glazing one thing, and I learnt and built two thing with the slab technique, a giraffe and a vulture... Don't even ask. Also made a stick figure guy and a thing to hang in the "storage room". (don't ask yet... pertend you don't know what I'm talking about). Then home to work on uploading pictures of the last drama meeting and picinc for my site. My first drivering lesson has been set for Monday, Sept 16 at 5:30. It was going to be set for the wed before on Sept 11th, but then I'd miss S+D so had it changed. Other then that still need to do shitloads of stuff for Bio and still need binder paper... Will get tomorrow or something...
Urv // 3:31 PM

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Tuesday, July 23, 2002:

Okay went for a bike ride about 10 + a bit miles. Shef is gone for freshmen oriantaition. So asides from last night when we picked her up at the airport and saying bye this morning haven't really seen her. On my bike ride I first went to school and dropped of marching band money, hmm, why is Urv doing the strange cult again?... Yeah, whatever. Then went incircles around the theater before going to Kathy's house. After hanging out with her and Russ for a while I went to Jessica's house. Jessica was out to the library. (apparently she'd left about ten seconds before I arrived) So then went to see Adam. On the way there my tire went flat, but it was only a few blocks farther so I continued. He was asleep (why is he almost always in the shower or asleep?), So I went to Molly's house even though I knew she wasn't there so I could fill up my frount tire. Then went home for fear of tire dying again. So I got here and ate some coffee ice cream and checked the forum and marianne's site before blogging. A random note, It is exactly one month since I said I wouldn't post on the foum, and I haven't posted on the forum. Will keep at it until feeling of bitterness at the whole event is totally gone... No clue how long that will be. I started reading the first chapter of a world lit only by fire for MEHAP yesterday, Oh Jeez... If that's what the class is like I will kill something! Its all about religion! Erg, I don't care about what Christianity was like four hundred years ago or even twenty years ago for that matter! Why is our summer reading, all crap stufff? ERG, Hate it already, the class better be better then this stuff, or I'll go insane... I need to start my Bio H assignment too, but I have no binder paper so I need to get that to do the assignment on... Somehow school is creeping up really fast and I'm relizing I'm in serious shit. And I haven't seen people too oftan either, so need to do both in the next three weeks and after band camp to... So yeah, weirdness and stress returning...
Urv // 6:06 PM

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Hmm.. I had a weird dream... There were a bunch of drama people, but not any of the sophomores and juniors other then jessica and scott. And there was something happening that made Adam really bitter, and then the group that was hanging out with scott and jaqci also became bitter. And then the whole thing became like One Acts without a cause, baddness.... Very bad. Bitterness is evil... Anyways then I woke up. And stayed in bed for a long time, then got up and started working on my web page. new photos are finally up. And now I'm blogging. Last night was okay. I didn't end up meeting with Rock. So far plans for today are : bike ride... So I'm going to eat something and then do that. If anyone's free call and maybe we can get together.
Urv // 2:04 PM

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Monday, July 22, 2002:

Okay... hi all. (even though there's nobody to say hi to according to my site stats which say no one has looked in over four days...) Ceramics was good. I made a lid ofr the pot thing. And then had way too much fun texturing, first with this spring that lost the spring thus was just straight lines, then with a bouncy spring which was really fun because you pound it and it comes back at you instead of just squishing, and then I drew quesstion marks all over. The glazing looks intreasting, its a lot less controled then I thought though. I also made a really cool figure immortalizing the GSA mural painting. (a modle of two figures, one comforting the other as they sit on a bench, with a can of paint[on one side it says red, and on the other it say elmo...]... If you don't know just smile and nod, of you do know then shake your head in disbeliefe at why I made figures immortalizing it....) Anyways I thought it looked cool. my thing (I decieded was a picinic basket bacause Keven made a figure of a bear that looked like booboo from Yogi bear, "Hey booboo, let's get some pic-i-nic baskets") I got a B, not too bad considering it wasn't too good. Rock didn't call so I'm not meeting up with him, going to a cousins house now... see yas later.
Urv // 7:24 PM

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Sunday, July 21, 2002:

I feel weird. Dinner and the movie with my dad were fine. Minority Report is really well done, love the twists and turns, actually gave me chills at times... But back to feeling weird, a bit before we left for the movie Jessica called, despite Adam having said he wouldn't be able to meet up cuz of his grandmother, they were meeting up. And they asked if I could join them, I wanted too but because I already was going to the movie with my dad I couldn't. So I said I call back after the movie and dinner (ended up at frankie, johnie, and luigi's too again). I just called Jessica, she didn't pick up so I just left a messege so she'd know I called. I wish I could have joined them for whatever. But yeah...
Moving on... I have ceramics tomorrow, I need to make a lid for my pot/jar/thing, we have a critique, and we're learning how to do the glazes. Yay!... I just hope I can get the gifts in time as time is running out til Marianne's b-day, Both sisters' b-days, Abe's b-day and a family friend's b-day... But yeah. I'll give them belated if need be (hope not..)tomorrow is actually really busy. First I have ceramics until 2, then if Rock calls we're meeting up, then dinner with my cousin Madhu, then Shef and my Mom get back. So nice and busy from 7 in the morning to 12 at night (if I wake up at latest and fall asleep earliest) So I should get sleep but I feel like talking to a friend. Dammit, why are all friends off line? and I shouldn't call as it's 11:30 now... Hmmm, lose lose... Speaking of which I should go to shoreline sometime to windsurf before I lose all the hard earned skills... If anyone wants to go with me give me a call. If not maybe bitondos are free... hmmm, haven't talked to them in a while. If they responded to e-mails I'd write, maybe I should give 'em a call sometime... My to do list for the week: Ceramics on mon + wed, dinner with cousins, maybe meet rock, go to get MEHAP book and start Bio H crap, pick up clairenet for first time in a long while, go for a bike ride or two+, crash people's houses, meet people.... Just relized three weeks till band camp... Crap, really need to get started on summer HW and music stuff... Yeah... Shittyness. Okay on the note of Oh CRAP!, I leave you all. sleep well.
Urv // 11:26 PM

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Okay... I have plans now. My dad and I are going to see Minority report and then go to have dinner at Don Giovanni's. Sounds good to me. New movie, good food, not being at home eating leftovers... Hmm, we're going to be doing a lot of that this week to get rid of it before it starts to go bad... But for now I'm good. Hopefully to anyone who reads this, you are too. If not, and if there's anything I can do, call me. Otherwise, Be Happy, see ya.
Urv // 6:14 PM

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Okay... Called Adam once more and he's running erends... Erg, couldn't he respond first? Oh well, I uploaded five 8 by 10s to add to my site. But I'm not going to put them up until I get the other 18 uploaded too. Unfortunatly the scanner started being stupid again... Erg. Whatever. Also started building the main page for the black and white shots. I think instead of shoreline I'll just invite evryone over here. Shoreline on a Sunday evening will be packed with familys with small kids running around. Not the best time to just hang out there. Besides everyone knows where my house is and I'm fine with people crashing. Plus then I control music.. Yay techno oldies... heehee. Yeah, but if Adam wants we can crash his house instead, either is fine by me. If people are here maybe we can play something stupid like trivial persuit. And if we actually want to do something maybe we can go get ice cream plus hang out at anyrandom park with swings... Yes I know I'm a dork but hey, its fun. And that's what counts right? I think so anyways. If someone was trying to get rid of a tire I'd suggest hanging a tire swing. But I seriously doubt we're that lucky. Hey, I can dream. 'kay I'm done with the computer for now. I've been on it for a bit over two hours trying to get the scanner thing to behave. It WORKED for a bit though... *takes a bow* Urvi the scanner tamer is doing her job well. if you're reading this call me to join for the semi fun stuff later. see ya
Urv // 2:14 PM

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Okay... called Adam a second time. Still not answering.. whatever... I left a second messege. Hopefully he'll join this world where people wake up before lunch sometime... oh well.
Urv // 12:27 PM

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Okay... I called Adam and nobody answered the phone... So I left a messege and he should call back... Hmm. probably shouldn't count on it though. I'll call again after a bit. Maybe he's still asleep. If so I'm jealous. *Yawn* Also ate some bread and spinich dip.. Makes me think of drama, like I don't do that enough.... But yeah. Almost everything makes me thing of drama. (my 2 pairs of painting pants, my shoes, my windsurfing sandles, paint, spinich dip, curley fries, grapes, safeway deli fries, franch bread, bean dip [lots of food... I know], most e-mails, some people, some peoples houses, the theater, graham, my bookshelf, my yearbook, my stuff from photo class, my camera, my website, some music, two by fours, hammers, staple guns, christmas tree lights, glow tape, my drama sweatshirt, my drama shirt, my sister's car, bitterness, stress, love, friendship, biking, ladders, ropes, the red carpet room, ect...) Yeah, almost everything. Okay to anyone who might read this, e-mail if you're free tonight. Other then that not much to say now. Will try to call Adam again.
Urv // 12:26 PM

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*Yawn* I want sleep!... Didn't even get a full hour of it... So tired now. At 3:30 I was still puttering around the house, then I had an hour long sneezing fit. Then it wasn't as cold so I started tossing and turning and finally the sun rose. Erg. Not cool. Want sleep. Oh well after I eat something I'll wake up. Okay need to call Adam now, so I'll do that, eat, and then tell you final plans.
Urv // 11:29 AM

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looking at old photos is fun. Good entertainment too... Got to see Shef and Me being crazy, weird dorks... Wait, we are crazy weird dorks!.. Heehee, but small weird dorks are funnier. 'night all
Urv // 2:20 AM

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Okay, dinner was okay. I learned how to play poker with some family friends too. Overall an okay evening, but nothing too special. Randomness... I decieded It is really annoying being the youngest in the family. When Shefi was a freshmen going to be a sophomore, she could stay out however late as long as she told my parents when she'd be back... As for me, I can go out, but be back by 12:00. Its not the time that annoys me, its that they'd let Shef do it and not me. It's that way for a lot of things. In general she was given a lot more freedom. And I'm envious of that now days. This was brought up because I was asking my dad if I could go out with some friends tomorrow night to just hang out. He said, okay but give me a time when you'll be home. i not knowing said I don't know. So he said I need a time. So going with the absolute latest said one, he said too late. I said but you just said you wanted a time, he responded too late. twelve. That was the end of the discussion on time. Which made me bring up, he's fine with me having a cast party til past four in the morning yet believes one in unresonable. Even Didii commented he'd let Shef do it... He said twelve... Erg, why are the rules so different? Are my friends so much less responsible then Shef's? I think not, after all we have a lot of the same friends, and my friends aren't even that crazy, a bit loud I'll admit, but they're fairly responsible. It's just because he saw Shef as more responsible when she was a freshmen. But I think we're eaqual. She was dedicated to drama, S+D, marching band ect... So was I, and I also did GSA and Comedy Cup. The main difference is she's his favorite, and I'm not. And I hate the way that makes rules different. It's just frustrating...*Sigh* Can't wait til tomorrow. Even if Adam and I can't get a group together, I need to continue the escape from the house... And the unfairness. *Sigh* Anyone to read this please respond. I feel like I'm talking to a wall, and not even a wall of something familiar, but just a random wall in the middle of nowhere. But yeah. I am. My wall is a computer screen. The things I hate most in no real order: bitterness (definitly the number one), stress, unfairness, death, broken promises, sickness and hate. Fairly simple I know. But those are the reasons for all of my problems other then lack of sleep... I need to talk to my close friends, my thought have been brewing for a bit and sometimes talking makes them go away... I wish... but yeah... (sarcasim starts)Like there's ever going to be a nice convinient time to do that.(sarcasim ends). People are busy living life so when when you get stuck you're the one left behind. rarely is it noticed. And everyone is stuck in different moments so sometimes its hard to reach out to help... Whatever. I wish I could do more for mmy friends who are having problems and I know there are one or two who feel the same to me, but sometimes you're your own enimy and then no one can help. Me now. Doubts. Gotta hate 'em. Everyone has them for different reasons. Me about almost everything, but most of my friends its just relations with other people... Yeah, *sigh* I'm listening to Dream On one of the lyrics is really catching my attention "come to me, dance with me, befriend me, do to me anything that you want, yeah. Or shoot me, I don't care, ohh your so good for me. Your my faith I believe in"........ Okay, to any people veiwing (Hence nobody...) who I've been boring. Sorry. 'night all... wait new lyrics.."So many times I fought these feelings of frustration."... with that as a final note. Sleep well all. i know I probebly won't. Suck for me. :(... Oh well.sleep well, call me if you want to join me and Adam and _____________ (all others who say yes when we ask them tomorrow) to do something. I think it'll probebly be hanging out at shoreline for a bit and the crashing either my house or Adam's house... will finish planning tomorrow. (I was the one responsible for choosing plans...heehee (nervous laugh)) I know I'm a slacker. I try though. Best idea for just hanging out though. Maybe I'll just have people come here then.. whatever. more lyrics "And the words we seldom mean. I'm okay, you alright, just the same every night, living for there here and now,yeah, I love it, you love it, then go, come on and take me away" I realize i'm not shutting up... Okay. 'night all (I mean it this time)
Urv // 12:46 AM

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